*Alternative
*Singer songwriter
*Vegan
*Piercings
*Strange people
*Punk Cabaret
*General Weirdness
*Artistic
*Photography
*Tasmania
*Capturing the Hidden Beauty in Ugliness
*Living the Chance to be Different
I have two more personal blogs that are about two personal issues of mine, they are passworded and I will only give the passwords and URLs out if I see fit.
Chat reblogged from A fucked up mind with 3,598 notes
- *self harms and constantly causing myself pain*
- Me:
- *stubs toe*
- Me: Goddamn fuckity fuck shit motherfucking ass fuck that hurt like a bitch.
Source: purgingmylifeaway
What am I supposed to do when I have constructed whole suicide plans and can’t even tell my one best mate because he is going through so much lately. But then if I don’t tell him, will losing me have more of an impact upon him than the stress of me telling him? He will get over it in time and forget about me, no doubt.
But what about my mum who is battling cancer and whose boyfriend is far away at work for two years, leaving only me to look after her? What would become of her? Who would look after her and love her.
I wake up each morning in tears, in a cold sweat, aching and miserable. I drag myself out of bed and pray that something good will happen - anything at all. I go to sleep at night, silently pleading that my bed will swallow me and make me disappear, or that I will stop breathing through the night. Every little thing upsets me. The shit keeps piling up and there’s no way out. No one can help me. I’m alone. The small things that I could convince myself were worth sticking around for are gone. The world is a mess and I can’t take it. Everything is collapsing around me. The only thing I am useful for is helping my friends out of their shit situations, and oh how it wears me out. I need to be in a hospital whee they can fill me full of drugs to calm my thoughts, and protect me from the outside world. Or I need to be dead.
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you know in like 20 or 30 years or so theres gonna be a section in history books dedicated to this time period where gays were fighting for their right to marry and suffering from discrimination
and the kids learning about it in class are going to be disgusted by the mere fact that gays had to even try to fight for what was rightfully theirs
Source: laevetin
Righty. I have recorded my first video
And I am about to upload it to justonemoremutilation.tumblr.com
ASK for the password!!
And check out the video :) If you have a question to ask, just ask! :)
I got my first question!
I am going to start videos answering questions and talking about self injury. I am putting them on a page with a password, so if you want the url and password let me know :)
The first question is:
” Why should I stop cutting if it helps me to cope with things?”
I am going to record a video with my answer and post it to my blog as soon as I can.
Anyone else with questions, let me know! Post anonymously, or request that I don’t publish your question if you would like.
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I am thinking about making some videos on self injury. If anyone has any ideas about this, thoughts, questions you want answered, etc. let me know and I will kick things off :)
Chat reblogged from Hi.Hello.Depressed. with 3,614 notes
- Me: *cuts,starves,purges,cries*
- Everyone: Stop being selfish. Stop being an attention seeker. Just shut the fuck up, no one needs you. Go and kill yourself, everyone would be better off without you. I don't understand why you're still here! Go and slit your throat already! Oh you want to be skinnier? Then don't fucking eat! Oh my god you're nothing but bones, go eat something, go have mcdonalds. Nobody likes you. Bitch. Fake. Whiny thing. Go cry for your mommy, ahahahahah.
- Me: *commits suicide*
- Everyone: Oh my god this breaks my heart, she didn't deserve to feel this way. People should've told her she's beautiful when she was alive. Her cuts weren't for attention, she tried to find a way to deal with the pain she felt inside. May she rest in peace.
Source: hideouslythin
when-all-has-been-lost asked: I've followed your blog for a while from my other tumblr account and started following you from my new one too and we emailed back and forth a few months ago. I was hoping to get the url's of your more personal blogs if you wouldn't mind. Thanks(: Sarah<3
Hey Sarah, I remember!! Of course you can, I’ll put them in your ask box. (don’t publish them)
Sam <3
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Source: Flickr / ellensphotography
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